mission 1 is accomplished

ive started back at my part time job and i realized that i really am a different person, inside and out. im trying to find the right words to describe the feeling but its amazing!!! i went under the knife one person and woke up another. im becoming the person ive wanted to be for so long...its not easy and im still working on it, as im a work in progress...but its nice to have this calming feeling inside my head. i cant even begin to tell you what it was like in my head when it came to food and now its like 'poof' its gone. the fat girl is dead and the real me is coming out. people might say 'well she has changed a lot; but you know what its who ive always wanted to be and who i was on the inside...but being too shy and not having the confidence to do anything made me that way, but inside i was always screaming to get out!! the peace ive found in my head has been worth it all and i would do it all over again . the food demon has been quieted!!! mission 1 is accomplished!