STRESSED

my surgery is a week away and im more excited and more nervous than ever before. i was able to attend a support group meeting last week and it was great to be able to meet and talk with others who have already and will be going through it. im frustrated because i dont feel like there is enough time in the week to get everything done between the two jobs, cats and the house and wanting to go and have fun and doctors appointments and preparing for my sisters arrival. alli really want to do is crawl under the covers and let next wednesday come. my sister is allergic to cats and so im trying to clean as best as i can so she doesnt get too sick. i also want to clean now bc after im sure not gonna fee like it and i know the person i live with will not take the gumpshon to do it with out me asking. im so frustrated and stressed i ended up sick over the weekend and have a big ass cold sore on my lip now. my jaw bones hurt, my head hurts and my mind wont shut off. please god give me the strength and calmness to get this all done without getting more gray hair.