I thought I was doing alright but for whatever reason today I feel alone. I feel overwhelmed and confussed. I feel like it is 5 steps forward and 20 steps back.
God, I think your testing me to lean on you for comfort and I dont really know how to do that. Can you please just help me out and get me through this pain and loneliness? Help me not miss the things I miss. Help me not love the person who treated me like utter crap. Help me not think about things and wonder. Help me stay away from this danger. Help me find peace. Help me heal. Help me learn to trust people. Help me know what love is. Help me know when its right. Help me know whats true and whats not. Show me the way becaue I feel so lost.
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